While we're still young....

I haven't blogged for a while. I apologize, really I do. Fall is coming, and we have weddings galore, I am in 3 and we have 4 to attend. Which means showers, bach parties also. I am looking forward to them! I love weddings. Also It's getting closer to the time when Farmer is busy busy busy and I am back to doing things on my own for a while. My brother's wife is due any day and we are just bubbling with anticipation to meet that little one, I can't wait to not have to have an excuse to cuddle a baby all day long :) We have State Fair coming up which is always my favorite place to be :) We also have a Young Farmer's Conference in Omaha we are attending to hopefully brighten our future as building farmers, we're also making a mini-vacation out of it. It will be nice to relax together before Farmer gets busy and we temporarily "forget" we live in the same house. I/ we have been contemplating some major life decisions lately, I have been seeking advice and praying about what decision to make. I found a song and a quote that I found some peace in.

I will write again soon! Hopefully with fun updates on all the things we have to cram into the next month or two! :)

Exciting weekend....

Many exciting things happened over the weekend,

I got to hold my newest baby girl cousin, (which doesn't help my fever) and her mother is looking fabulous!

We had our first official ER visit as a married couple. One of the first lessons Farmer taught me was always cut away from yourself, 10 stitches on his leg later, you would think he would have followed his own advice.

A dear friend got hitched, she was beautiful, and her husband flipped her on their first dance. I was so impressed Farmer and I are going to start practicing, (he is not aware of this yet, I am sure it will go over great!)

She was lovely. :)

There must me something in the water because my other dear dear friend Phyllis got engaged the very next morning and I am soooo very happy for her. She is so deserving of this and it's been a long time coming! I can't wait to dance and get silly at yet another wedding :)

Won't they make beautiful babies? :)

Also my poor little hometown was hit by a small tornado this week. Thankfully no one was hurt and only a few buildings were damaged. Many trees were down and some power was out do to limbs on lines and leaning power lines. From what I had heard the town, (as always), pulled together and had alot of it cleaned up by the afternoon! Ya for small town love! <3

Like My Mother Does, I Love You This Big!

I am completely addicted to listen to the American Idol winner and runner-ups new singles!

1. They are both country singin' people! ya!
2. Lauren and Scotty are adorable! I love them!!
3. Their songs have amazing meaning behind them and in my life, the words are exactly true!

" I Love You This Big" by Scotty is amazing, I think of my husband, I think of future children, I think of my mom.

When I was young that was "our thing" I love you this big, (then I would stretch my arms out as far as I could) then she would say, I love you thiiiisss big, (then she would do the same with her arms) then I would say, I love you (insert cute toddler voice and slurs) alllll the wayyyy arrrrounnnnddd the world a millllon timmmesss!!!! Ending with a huge hug! :D Which leads me to want to listen to Lauren's song, "Like My Mother Does" which of course reminds me of my mom, but also makes me think of my future children (God Willing) with all the hopes that they will always look to me as an example in their little lives, and will always be ok in following my footsteps of life! :) ENJOY!

I promise I will try to find better pictures of her pretty cute little self!

I love you mom :)

Back and Fourth

So if you are newly married, you may have heard the following question, 9685470156301189 times,

"SOOO When are you gonna have babies!?!?!"

 annoying right? HA! Well yes, technically I do think about babies alot, only because everyone and their dog is pregnant! I swear everywhere we go I see at least 10000000 people who are pregnant or have a kid with them. I know what you're thinking, "well duh, that's what people do, we reproduce." well is it so bad that maybe I want a baby, someday, but maybe I like waiting, and don't want one right now? Don't get me wrong, things welll happen, and if it happened we would obviously be ok and ready for one, but for right now my mind kinda goes like this.......

Aww, ya that looks fun!



o ya, nope, I'm out.

now that is what I want

o right, they cry, never mind.

Isn't that a beautiful thing?

then they do this,

and this

and this, in the middle of Wal-mart, ya, I don't think so

Ok so those may be extreme mind sets but I can't help it, I know some of you may be thinking well it's a wonderful thing, and I know it is and I really can't wait but for now I go back and fourth every other day and the little things change my mind, yes in the end I will want a kid, just not now,

until tomorrow,

then I will want one again, until I see one crying or a tired parent,

 I like sleep

 and sleeping babies

and clean hands, and things that can go to the bathroom by themselves and don't need changed,

but diapers are cute on their little bottoms,

they can't walk,

but when they do it's so cute,

but they smell,

sooo good :)

and they cry

but their pouty face is so cute,

and they cuddle,

when they're sick and then I get sick,

but then they want their mommy,

and I will want mine,

then Farmer will come home,

and they will jump in his arms,

and yell "daddy's home!"

ok so my heart just melted.... a little..

Future life? Ok. I am ok with moments like these

(now your heart melted)

My main man?

Well since the weather has been beautiful I have been more active outside:
 jog down our dirt road
ride the fourwheeler to the hog building to the burn pile with trash
bike ride
pick up sticks
walk the calves (more like calf Huston is the only one that will cooperate for me to put the halter on)
mow the lawn
relax in our hammock
and many more random outdoor activities

while I do all of these I can always rely on my main "man" to be right there by my side. Nope it's not farmer, it is our beloved Golden Retriever Cash. He is loyal by my side through thick and thin,
He loves to jog with me, he loves the calves, he like to race on the fourwheeler, and is always cautious when I mow the lawn (if I stop for even one min he is right there making sure things are ok!)
I never have to use a leash and he listens pretty well once he is calmed down from the excitement of being let out to run!

Cash was my first valentines gift from Farmer! I immediately fell in love with his Big Brown Eyes, and we have been besties every since! I think I would be lost without him always on my heels!

I <3 those brown eyes

pshhh and Farmer tries to "pretend" he doesn't like him! HA!

My baby now :)

Cash always seems to knows what I need, He knows when I need a friend, someone to vent to, or just someone to keep me company on a breezy day. He is the best listener and never tells any secrets! I would truly be lost without him.

O where o where could that little cord be??

So I have to admit my problem, I honestly would blog more if I could find that little cord that goes to my camera to the computer, but instead I have to try to remember, when I am grocery shopping, to bring my disk from my camera and make a cd and then upload pictures! I promise though I do take pictures with full intentions of blogging :)

My life in the past week(ish) (ok maybe like 3weeks but whateves) with hopeful blogs to come:

(re)Painted dining room
Bottle calf count: 4 (thats 12 bottles a day if you're counting)
Girls night: 1
 Prom--hair-- days (counting this Saturday) 2 1/2!
Shopping trips: 1 1/2 (online is the half)
nights of loneliness: about 3 ish (the joys of spring)
days of house cleaning and uber boring-ness: at least 15! it's never ending sometimes
Days of Pedicures and long chats with my wonderful cousin: 1 which means I gotta log off and head to spoil my toes! :)

I will blog again soon! promise!

Huston, Has a problem!

Well Huston has a problem, it is the big green monster of JEALOUSY!! Just yesterday Farmer brought a new adorable tiny calf over who was a twin and having some problems in her back legs. ( I believe her muscle mass and bones of her back half are slightly underdeveloped and because she is a twin the other calf probably took up most the room in the womb so she couldn't grow properly) She is adorable and I have named her Fern. ( originating from Fawn because she reminds me of a baby deer trying to walk, and Where the Red Fern Grows because she is red.) Well Huston is very jealous of her, when we try to feed her he bucks and rams her down. She also needs help standing up and he has no problem greeting us at the gate and just romping all over her! :( poor girl! Besides her legs I believe she is healthy and wants to suck just fine. So with some therapy and a mother's touch I am sure she will be great! I will try to post some pictures soon!! :)
 Keep on Farmin'!