Venting and Excitment!

I feel I should warn you about this blog. It may get deep.

I also feel I should apologize for not writing for so long. I also need to be honest that at one point I had a blog written out ready to post, and I deleted it. Click, DELETE. The whole thing. SO I have decided that I have not been able to come up with a new blog because this old deleted blog is still in the back of my mind.so here it is.

In life lately I have been stressed, maybe not stressed as much as stressing. I stress over everything, money, weight, babies, other people who I feel are only hurting themselves in life. Don't get me wrong I am very happy, more happy than I have ever been in my life. but sometimes the stressors of life get to me. When I start on one subject, its like a whirlwind of emotions and it all spirals downward. That is all I will be saying on those subjects enough to get it off my chest.

On a more uplifting note I am going to give you three guess and the first two don't count about the latest news in my family with the clue of the following pictures.......

Yeppppp!! you guessed it!! I am going to be an aunt!! (pressure is on!!) I can't wait to hype the little booger up on sugar and buy them a puppy and send them home with worms in the monster's pockets!!! Ok ok I pry won't be that mean, but I am completely stoked. Husband is too he just doesn't show it like I do. Over Christmas we were both playing with the kiddos and I couldn't help but do the whole, tilt my head sideways, smirk and get lost in day thoughts of being pregnant and going to the movies together, running to late night ice cream shops, the first moment we both realize there is a little one of us, first steps, birthday parties, t-ball games, siblings, and complete chaos at the end of the day, but knowing it's all worth it. But back to my brother and wonderful sister in-law who both may or may not have fueled the fire of my baby fever. Our time will come and some are already joking that we do everything together, (my brother and I were married 2 months apart and have always been the two peas growing up) but our time will come I am sure of it! For now I am super excited for them and to spoil a little someone. I have wonderful Aunts and at times I wish I was closer to them or remember doing more things with them from when I was little. So here it is, my vow to be the most awesome aunt ever and def. the coolest one, someone the child can come to no matter what! :) Someday I will be that kind of mom too..... someday! ;)